16/11/09 - monday

the day tat i wil remember all my life...a very very sad day for me.i LOST 1 of my closer family which is my DAD....im reli reli sad and even i cant control my tears...the moment before he enter the icu ward...i manage to called him "DAD...DAD" but my dad eyes just stare at me and cant even talk d...and the nurse just push me away.... then the nurse transfer him to icu ward and my dad face look very very pale...it just happen too quick...i cant even say hi to my dad...tis is the moment which i nid to be tough...to be strong....
it pass to quick...after the doc ask me to sign the operation agreement...around 3-5mins the doc came out and told me my dad is.....!!!!my tears drop....my mum cry...but wat can we do??the god luv him more...so "he" take him away...

" R.I.P daddy...i luv u and miss u very much...................!! "

even my tears drop now when i writing tis blog post....
my house suddenly feel so empty without HIM....
my life wil change without HIM....
all wil change....
i nid to be strong and tough....
i nid to take gud care of my mum....

HE is admitted to hospital.....

saturday is reli a bad bad day for me...my dad suddenly is damm sick lik hell so i asked him to go hospital but he keep no answering me...of course my 1st act is i scold him then i cal up leo and asked the emergency no is wat......then leo asked me wat happen and i tell her then she say ok i cum find u and bring ur dad go hospital...after awhile she reach and i asked her to cum up coz my dad is no more energy to walk...so the final decision i made is i cal 991 up and after a few minute they reach and they send my dad to hospital....my mum is following the ambulance while me and leo follow them wif our car...after reach there leo just wait me outside the hospital while i acc my mum to see how.....xray and stil checking...then the trainee doc told me tat they suspect is stomach cancer but they cant comfirm yet and nid to further check up...gosh!!!
after awhile i follow leo bek while my mum acc my dad and i went down to ikki for meilan birthday...but i just go for around half hour then i went bek to hospital again by driving myself.......
then meet my mum then i asked her how bout the condition d and my mum told me stil check...i wait bout 1h and finally the doc say "ur dad nid to stay here for few days for checkup" then when everything is done , my mum asked me to go bek sleep d and drive safely coz is midnite and is around 2smtg d...then i went down to ikki again and after bout 1h there was my frenz figthing and argue among frenz....then suddenly duno y got 1 gang boy cum out and argue and wana fight again....
so the conclusion is...14/11/09 is reli a bad bad day!!!!!

anyway i hope my dad recover soon...just called up my mum just now and she told me everything is fine...

- HER burdae -

yesterday was celebrating bianca birthday at ikki...haha....i noe som of u will think y we awiz go ikki coz the boss is our frenz mah...around 11 lik tat she reach.then change to the big karaoke room as we usually wil stand at the bar instead of room...sharp 12 i bring the cake to the room and every1 is singing birthday song for her....lastly...all of us drunk...hahahaha!!!drink drand drunk again......she drunk and blur so we fetch her bek.. .=.=
pic of me and her........


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST
wish u all the best ya....

- exhausted and tired.... -

i start working part time as clerk at my boss new restaurant and wat make me headache now is those invoices they mix wif paid and not yet paid!!!APALAH ini........make me "superb pening" when i gonna seperate those invoices and cash bill.......and now the new problem is those PUNCH CARD!!!u noe lah those aunty uncle they duno how to punch their card properly and those incharge person din go to teach them.......STUP lah...!!!sure when i calculate their punch card tat time i lagi HEADACHE!!!tis 2 problem reli make me so exhausted and tired...WTF!!!! arrrggggghhhhh..............

im goin CRAZY soon......


p/s: remember bring me to tanjung rambutan if u all feel tat im not ok or abnormal!!!

- 01/11/09 ikki -

YES!!!ikki again...tats our 2nd house lah!!!no doubt!!!i reach there aso is abit late d...i think is 11smtg but just plan to go awhile.just go there to meet benny them...then sit there chit chat wif them and i just drink plain water....haha!!!my stomach is getting bigger and bigger d coz of drinking and sleep too much...so i nid to control d...i look so damm damm fat!!!tak blh tahan d...i reli nid to on diet.so we start camwhoring again...........maybe is coz of us too bored d lah...ntg to do wat!!!

tracy , sharon , benny and ME!!


OMG....tis pic is reli funny!!!haha.......^^

us again..........

me & benny

last of all..........is ME!!!

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- halloween day & ikki day -

was planning to go upper i finish work last sat...around 10smtg i ready and pack my thing to go bek and bath.around 11 smtg i go out and the road near upper there is so jammed...wanna find 1 parking place aso is hard!!!hate tis feel.....so round round and round for carpark finally we find 1.then after park we headed to soi to find leo and sharon them just sit outside and after awhile i go in to mois...is full of PPL!!!plus the place is totally full until cant let ppl go in...som of them wana buy liquor in aso cant.haha...pity them.luckily is my frenz noe the guard so i direct go in.so stand there and chit chat wif my frenz while then i told her i gonna go bek d...so bored plus so HOT!!!after tat i went out and meet sharon them and they told me the waitress langsung din ask them to order the drink coz of the place is crowded!!!ish.........apalah service ini!!!!so we plan wana go to ikki lah since there is the most suit us plus there got air-con for us plus not crowded at all....hahaha!!!actually im abit sleeply coz i sleep late tis few days...while im too bored so i ask them to take pic for me...haha!!!here r som pic....camwhore!!!!

me...i lik tis so much....huhuhu!!!

me & jun......

me & leo.......

tats wat we r doin on halloween nite......haha!!!