- msg from bianca -

" Do a good job on your own no one will look down on you! Things changed for their own sake and not for others make corrections. . . "

to by : i wil...

- sorry to all my bros -

1st of all...bros i reli wana say sorry to u all bout yesterday nite things.i d drunk and high so i cant control myself. y i can go ikki i aso duno....the main things tat i remember is i go ikki and i fall down.now my head is so damm pain.... =(

- 1 day rest -

finally yesterday i have abit gud rest...actually was planning to go out but at last minute they say cancel it d coz nobody is goin there.so after i finish my dinner i direct go to rest d....but after 2 hours my cal is beep and som1 is calling me to help her to do smtg and i told her i so damm sleeply.let me sleep for more 1/2 hours....haha.i noe im pig but i reli damm tired and exhausted.so at last me 11pm like tat oni go down to meet her and help her to do smtg and chit chat until 2am...wau,i reli din realize tat the time move so fast...coz maybe we keep chit chat and forget the time.haha...anyway i have more energy to work d today...coz i got a gud rest yesterday plus i din go out to drink.... =)

p/s : gud gud day for me....so full of energy....!!!

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- frenz misa -

i lik tis pic very much coz she look reli super cute here...any1 agree???

my cute cute frenz ms misa...haha!!!i post ur pic here....wai , im ur 3rd har...remember...haha!!remember to tell me when my rank is 2nd k...but is ok then no ranking at all....qi is more gud then u leh...say khim is her 2nd!!!

the 5th nite....

gosh...i think i reli seriously nid to have a super duper gud rest....im so exhausted and damm tired but at least im happy coz i can see her....is the 5th nite i go to colours pub and tis time wind is following me and jovan coz i told her i wana introduce som1(ms misa)...wind she is cute rite???haha....after our mr wind say she wana noe our ms apple which is the waitress there...so i intro to her...haha.miang eh wind!!!!then 11 smtg the live band start which got 2 girl and 1 guy...then wind say the girl look is just okok nia and som of the funny story is goin to start...haha...wind u wil kena from me d....from my last post i say all the bad jovan things and tis time is u....ok...continue to the story...after they finish singing the group of the live band ppl suddenly walk to my table and 1 of the girl "ms ice" cum and intro herself....and from tat time wind started to stare and ask me go to take pic wif her...see!!!at 1st she say the girl is okok nia but after saw it from near...she started to admirer her d....and the most funny things is she video her when the girl is singing....haha!!!wind...next time i bring u go again and took som pic wif her lah...i noe yesterday u dint have the chance....haha!!!actually yesterday im so happy coz som1 there is on leave (waitress) which i scare abit....coz she awiz sit beside me and hear wat im talking wif "HER"....i dislike it lah...plus her face black lik hell when i sing wif "HER"...siao eh...mai chap her better....i think i fall in luv wif the place d...im so so so HAPPY yesterday nite....
ms misa...i miss u lah...hahaha!!!when u wan make me laugh again???i awiz keep laugh secretly when she is singing coz she is so cute when she sing....wait tat "som!" work...we make her geram again k...haha!!tat the part i awiz wana to do to make "som1" angry....haha!!!
to wind....when wana go to see ur "ice ice baby" again huh???see...u started to fall in luv wif the place and ur "ice ice baby" d ya....
to jovan....i think tis 3 days we shouldnt go out d....my pocket and wallet is empty d u noe....haha!!! "lang siao lui liao"............haha!!!u aso dun think too much lah...hopefully the things wil be more better....


p/s: misa misa.....i mis ur cute face!!!!haha!!!

- SORRY -

behalf here....im reli sorry to MS MISA.....

- drink drank drunk -

tis 4 days nonstop i go out drink wif "som1 sad" eh ppl and of course stil got som of my frenz...i reli duno wat is on my mind.recently i feel so so sad.feel lik wana gib up everything...make myself drunk so tat i no need to think of those things.i reli so stress.on friday i go to colour pub then move to ocean 8 row drink and i d drunk and tat jovan is more gai.langsung cant drive so i must drive her car to fetch her bek plus i nid to wait until 3 to fetch som1 bek aso from colour pub.plus my car "lesen" sudah expired and my uncle stil din bring it to me but no choice so i must drive aso.then sat nite more gai....i go to ocean then tat jovan drunk again tat nite and even cant walk and drive and tis mr driver nid to drive her again although im drunk too and we r goin to move to rnb coz my frenz is waiting us at rnb so we move to rnb then tat drunker jovan sleep at car then me and khim go to rnb meet them while the mr jovan zzzz at car outside rnb....then 3am there close d then they say wana move to other place again...walaueh reli keat...we go hotel central "cong yang" but i fetch jovan bek to her house coz she reli kena until so so damm gai and even i nid to bring her up to her house.....see how drunk she is ya....then khim them cum fetch me....and we held to "cong yang" then sunday nite...we go ocean again to celebrate khim frenz birthday and around 2 smtg i say i wan go colour pub to find som1 then we move to colour pub drink again and 3 of my "boy" frenz is drunk and wana gaduh...haha!!!but at last is ok lah...we settle those things...me and khim ask them go bek d and dun gaduh....so many ppl stare at us coz my frenz wana "terbalik" the table coz of ntg....actually abit paiseh wif the manager and the worker there....then yesterday nite i go to colour pub wif my MR JOVAN again....then move to ocean again to meet khim and i drunk again...i did those stupid things again....i sms to the girl and say those gila gila words....haha!!!reli swt.....y i lik tat???zit bcoz of "BY"????zit???i reli aso duno....nowadays i seldom talk to her and even msn aso i din talk wif her....no topic to talk at all....y??y i nid to make myself drunk??and even take those stup thing.....4 days nonstop i lik tis d....i reli nid to have a gud gud rest tonite....we already say we wana stop d to drink tis week and rest...im so heart broken....reli!!!but the most things i worry now is the girl tat i sms those gila gila words eh....she sure been scared by me...haha!!!to ms MISA....soly tat i send u those things....im drunk d...and i duno wat im talking and sms wif u....when i awake oni i noe tat i send u those stupid things....SOLY!!!! =)
hey mr jovan...how u d wif ur little panda???i noe u r sad...but dun drink to much d k....we nid to stop drink for this whole week....im so damm TIRED!!!

p/s: i miss u by..... =(

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" amore "

E quando l'amore parla, la voce di tutti gli dei fa il cielo assonnato con l'armonia...
( And when love speaks, the voice of all gods makes heaven drowsy with the harmony )

A qualcuno lì. ..maybe l'im inutile o forse intacco ha il coraggio a l'ha detta. ...but spero realmente che 1 giorno avrò il coraggio a ciò le ha detto "L'AMO" ed u significa l'alot a me. ..although so che è impossibile per noi a insieme ma ciò che io il wanna l'ha lasciato sa che faccio realmente sincero con questo. ...
( to someone there...maybe im useless or maybe i dint have the courage to told you....but i do really hope that 1 day i will have the courage to told you that " I LOVE YOU " and u means alot to me...although i know it is impossible for us to together but what i wanna let you know that i do really sincere with it.... )

tu sei una stalla...la mia stella , ti voglio bene...amore tu....... =)

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more $$$$$$$$ for me pls!!!!!!!

tis few days i awiz think and think carefully do i reli nid to study those course or not??headache...if i study i can learn more but i cant earn more $$$ coz the class start in the morning and i nid go to work on the afternoon.so mean my salary wil deduct half means i got around rm600++ nia.gosh...i nid to settle my 2 insurance , settle my credit card bill , my notebook installment...and etc...shit lah...reli!!!!plus the course for 6 month is rm2700!!!!!!then level 3 is rm3150 means total is rm5850 plus the fees all i think total up is rm6000.......MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!i wan more more more MONEY!!!so i think i reli nid to find some part time job d.morning class , afternoon office work and then nite work part time....but is tat ok to me???stil thinking.....any opinion???but mostly all of them ask me to study.... =)

01/05/09 - labour day @ qe2

havent go there for long time d....since they all stop to go coz there is abit bored plus no SEXY & BEAUTIFUL lady for us to see....wahaha!!i know tat we all abit MIANG eh kaki!!!tat day ai them asked us to go coz her sis , mom and her aunty is goin too...so we all say "ok"...lets go since we din go for long time d...enjoying...drink drank drunk...nowadays i reli addicted to guinness stout...tats my favourite...here r some pic of it...u know lah some of us like to camwhoring...haha...

my favourite....

kaye and me

ai ai and me

kissing part

jammy , bianca and me

me and her...

3 of us....

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