1 month...

today is 1month of my dad pass away date....
i miss him alot....
the house reli feel so empty without his voice...
everytime when he smoke...i wil yell at him tat it is so smelly....
but now...i miss the smell.... =(
yesterday im alone at hum since my mum is overnite at my aunt house...
everytime when my mum overnite there...
my dad is awiz beside me but now...NO!!...im just alone.... =(

REST IN PEACE daddy....

evisu eyewear

TADA ~ finally i bought my new evisu eyewear....happy happy... HIAK HIAK ~~
but my dearest GF a.k.a WIFE scold me i awiz wasted money while din keep tis money for other things....haha!!!soly lah my dearest WIFE a.k.a LEO....


me wif my new spec.... =)
im planning goin kl tis 18th....
shop shop shop till drop....

16/11/09 - monday

the day tat i wil remember all my life...a very very sad day for me.i LOST 1 of my closer family which is my DAD....im reli reli sad and even i cant control my tears...the moment before he enter the icu ward...i manage to called him "DAD...DAD" but my dad eyes just stare at me and cant even talk d...and the nurse just push me away.... then the nurse transfer him to icu ward and my dad face look very very pale...it just happen too quick...i cant even say hi to my dad...tis is the moment which i nid to be tough...to be strong....
it pass to quick...after the doc ask me to sign the operation agreement...around 3-5mins the doc came out and told me my dad is.....!!!!my tears drop....my mum cry...but wat can we do??the god luv him more...so "he" take him away...

" R.I.P daddy...i luv u and miss u very much...................!! "

even my tears drop now when i writing tis blog post....
my house suddenly feel so empty without HIM....
my life wil change without HIM....
all wil change....
i nid to be strong and tough....
i nid to take gud care of my mum....

HE is admitted to hospital.....

saturday is reli a bad bad day for me...my dad suddenly is damm sick lik hell so i asked him to go hospital but he keep no answering me...of course my 1st act is i scold him then i cal up leo and asked the emergency no is wat......then leo asked me wat happen and i tell her then she say ok i cum find u and bring ur dad go hospital...after awhile she reach and i asked her to cum up coz my dad is no more energy to walk...so the final decision i made is i cal 991 up and after a few minute they reach and they send my dad to hospital....my mum is following the ambulance while me and leo follow them wif our car...after reach there leo just wait me outside the hospital while i acc my mum to see how.....xray and stil checking...then the trainee doc told me tat they suspect is stomach cancer but they cant comfirm yet and nid to further check up...gosh!!!
after awhile i follow leo bek while my mum acc my dad and i went down to ikki for meilan birthday...but i just go for around half hour then i went bek to hospital again by driving myself.......
then meet my mum then i asked her how bout the condition d and my mum told me stil check...i wait bout 1h and finally the doc say "ur dad nid to stay here for few days for checkup" then when everything is done , my mum asked me to go bek sleep d and drive safely coz is midnite and is around 2smtg d...then i went down to ikki again and after bout 1h there was my frenz figthing and argue among frenz....then suddenly duno y got 1 gang boy cum out and argue and wana fight again....
so the conclusion is...14/11/09 is reli a bad bad day!!!!!

anyway i hope my dad recover soon...just called up my mum just now and she told me everything is fine...

- HER burdae -

yesterday was celebrating bianca birthday at ikki...haha....i noe som of u will think y we awiz go ikki coz the boss is our frenz mah...around 11 lik tat she reach.then change to the big karaoke room as we usually wil stand at the bar instead of room...sharp 12 i bring the cake to the room and every1 is singing birthday song for her....lastly...all of us drunk...hahahaha!!!drink drand drunk again......she drunk and blur so we fetch her bek.. .=.=
pic of me and her........


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST
wish u all the best ya....

- exhausted and tired.... -

i start working part time as clerk at my boss new restaurant and wat make me headache now is those invoices they mix wif paid and not yet paid!!!APALAH ini........make me "superb pening" when i gonna seperate those invoices and cash bill.......and now the new problem is those PUNCH CARD!!!u noe lah those aunty uncle they duno how to punch their card properly and those incharge person din go to teach them.......STUP lah...!!!sure when i calculate their punch card tat time i lagi HEADACHE!!!tis 2 problem reli make me so exhausted and tired...WTF!!!! arrrggggghhhhh..............

im goin CRAZY soon......


p/s: remember bring me to tanjung rambutan if u all feel tat im not ok or abnormal!!!

- 01/11/09 ikki -

YES!!!ikki again...tats our 2nd house lah!!!no doubt!!!i reach there aso is abit late d...i think is 11smtg but just plan to go awhile.just go there to meet benny them...then sit there chit chat wif them and i just drink plain water....haha!!!my stomach is getting bigger and bigger d coz of drinking and sleep too much...so i nid to control d...i look so damm damm fat!!!tak blh tahan d...i reli nid to on diet.so we start camwhoring again...........maybe is coz of us too bored d lah...ntg to do wat!!!

tracy , sharon , benny and ME!!


OMG....tis pic is reli funny!!!haha.......^^

us again..........

me & benny

last of all..........is ME!!!

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- halloween day & ikki day -

was planning to go upper i finish work last sat...around 10smtg i ready and pack my thing to go bek and bath.around 11 smtg i go out and the road near upper there is so jammed...wanna find 1 parking place aso is hard!!!hate tis feel.....so round round and round for carpark finally we find 1.then after park we headed to soi to find leo and sharon them just sit outside and after awhile i go in to mois...is full of PPL!!!plus the place is totally full until cant let ppl go in...som of them wana buy liquor in aso cant.haha...pity them.luckily is my frenz noe the guard so i direct go in.so stand there and chit chat wif my frenz while then i told her i gonna go bek d...so bored plus so HOT!!!after tat i went out and meet sharon them and they told me the waitress langsung din ask them to order the drink coz of the place is crowded!!!ish.........apalah service ini!!!!so we plan wana go to ikki lah since there is the most suit us plus there got air-con for us plus not crowded at all....hahaha!!!actually im abit sleeply coz i sleep late tis few days...while im too bored so i ask them to take pic for me...haha!!!here r som pic....camwhore!!!!

me...i lik tis so much....huhuhu!!!

me & jun......

me & leo.......

tats wat we r doin on halloween nite......haha!!!

burdae party from them

actually they gonna gib me a suprice dinner at queensbay but im reli soly tat i cant attend coz my part time job start yesterday and grand opening today a.k.a my special date too....so i cal them and told them i'll meet them around 11 lik tat at ikki.after finish work leo pick me up at my new work place.1st i wana thanz HER for the jelly cake...it look very very nice.lub it so much....2nd i wana thanz all of them for the party they make....drink drank drunk som of them but im stil ok...just abit soberzzz........they keep ask me drink drink and drink...is ur big day u must drunk but luckily im not drunk coz if i drunk i duno how i wil wake up to work....haha..actually i feel very moody yesterday too...my frenz told me "y ur face look so down...today is ur birthday...u must DRUNK k...she is so funny coz at last when we bek tat time she d k.o!!!i record wat she talk to me when we on the way bek...wil let her hear wat she talk..tis is the 2nd time she act lik tis....ended up 3.am i reach hum......
SLEEPLY me.............


the birthday jelly cake from HER...


cutting the jelly cake......


me and silly leo......... =)


group pic....♥


blur @_@ face....while she is zzz there....

thanz for all the wish from u all.........♥♥

birthday 09'

wana wish myself HAPPY BIRTHDAY....
all the best to me.... =)

happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to me....
happy birthday to me...!!!

NO birthday party

COMFIRM tat i wont be celebrating d....din have kinda of tat feel wana to celebrate tis year.... =)

oakley eyewear

yesterday follow sharon go to gurney to buy her eyewear.i spot 1 which is very nice but is costly!!!just for the frame is d coz rm650++ under oakley brand.any opinion u guys???gonna save more $$$ oni i can have it.... =(

sad + angry

just now my cousin msn wif me and she told me...ask me dun awiz go out lah ur mum is worry bout u and i told her i din go out plus i stay home recently.she reply me wif gud them...dun awiz go out and save $$.hmm....suddenly few so sad when she told me tat ur mum walk to ur 1st aunt home.pity my mum...reli feel tat im so useless...tats make me so sad =(
while wat make me so angry is wtf which my aunt...awiz keep bully my mum.do any1 here hear b4 if they work as hawker they wil wont earn ANY MONEY???actually is lik tat , my mum and aunt is sharing to work as hawker selling economy mee and rice while if got vegetarian my mum wil selling those vege things too but u all noe wat...from up and down just my mum buy all those ingrediants while my aunt just saja at her hum SLEEP!!!wtf rite???my mum do all by itself and when earn the money must divide to 2 while tat stup fellow just sit at hum and do NTG plus the money not just divide to 2 but is divide to 3 or 4 coz the fellow say her daughter is helping so nid to share the money wif them too....OMG!!!i reli feel so angry....!!!!

VEGE meal

start vege...Kew Ong Yeah or Nine Emperor Gods festival.no meat and no more BEER....!!!!change new toothbrush , my drinking bottle , fork and spoon and plate.no more !@#$%^&* words and !@#$%^&* thinking!!!!6 days to go....yeepi!!! =)

mY birthday celebration....

9 days to go but i dont think that i wil be celebrating lik pass few years...no MOOD to celebrate.if i got celebrate aso i just plan to go somwhere drink wif all my frenz...include her..maybe ikki or maybe maple gold???no idea....wont be celebrating lik leo and ai.no more apartment stay!!!counting counting and counting for tat day....wat wil i do and where wil i go??i think it wil be last minute planning....wil imform u guys soon yeah!!!.......

boredzZz....!!!

hmm...so bored lah recently.ntg to do in the office and my boss din cum to the office for around 2-3 weeks d.he seem bz wif his new restaurant things while here he just throw it to his bro and me to handle...coz of tat his bro awiz keep go up and down to the factory and left me alone here.pity me.... =( wat a boring day for me everyday.just keep sitting here online and doin ntg!!!!

- maple gold -

yes!!!yesterday leo told me today we r goin to maple gold...hehe!!excited coz i can see the girl sing my favourite song....she stil remember me although i din see her performance for about few month.the 1st time i go maple gold i feel tat the girl is look so familiar and i ask leo zit the girl last time sing at colour pub and leo say yes but i told leo she doent look alike leh...maybe coz of the dressing...then the girl saw me and suddenly she smile wif me but i dint gib her any respond coz i scared she is not smiling wif me.im stup dumb dumb lah.as i wana comfirm so i ask her to sing my favourite song and she suddenly say see u just remember me???plus she stil remember my name SHAWn...haha...so damm paiseh when she told me tat.i noe is u but i cant COMFIRM mah....so tonite wil be goin wif my dearest leo and wei chun.start from tomolo chinese lunar 9 we r goin to vegetarian.wei chun wil be vegetarian for 9 days and me 6 days.cant go out club , no DRINKING & no MEAT!!!so today we must enjoy and drink lik "siao lang" again....YEAH
YEAH!!!!drink drank drunk again....



nice show from them...make all of us laugh nonstop!!!

- kl trip 11/10 - 13/10 -

tis is my 1st time i join them to travel and play.is kinda funny trip.we start our journey at 7.45am on sunday morning and we drive 2 car to kl.i think we reach kl almost 1-2smtg d coz we stil go to bm there fetch som1 and have our breakfast plus we stop in every tol toilet.haha....
we reach kl then we direct check in to swiss garden hotel for 3 days 2 nite.so we have the joining room and 1 room is for the girlsss....and another 1 room is for us....so after check in we direct go to find som food for our lunch after bath and we goin to sg.wang there eat.those food is so damm expensive coz we sudah kena "potong" by them.those food if for pg it just cost rm20-30 lah but there they calculate us rm70++....GOSH!!!reli damm expensive plus yucks wif the food coz is tasteless.after our lunch we held bek to hotel and sleep until 7pm.then wake up bath and then held to jalan alor for the frog porridge and waitng for my kl frenz rach to bring us to enigma.hmm...the place seem same lik ikki.ntg special.3 jugs for rm120.reach hotel tat time i think is d 2-3 smtg.i saw scott there too coz she cum to find rach.is the 1st time i meet her there.play pool together wif her too.
the 2nd day after we wake up and after bath me , sharon , bianca and jovan held to ikea.while benny them stay at hotel coz too sleeply.ikea is a very nice place plus the things is cheap and nice.sharon buy many things from there.then when bek to hotel to meet benny then direct held to sg wang and lot 10 to shopping and for our dinner but seems ntg for me and them to buy just tat sharon buy 1 pair of shoes at sg.wang.then when bek to hotel after dinner and again when bek to hotel and meet mei lan them.then we continue to jalan petaling aka chi cheung kai but there seems aso ntg for us to buy.so hot lah there...i think we walk around 1 hours then direct bek hotel bath then wait for jun frenz to bring us go to club.YES!!!monday we go CLUB...seems weird rite.haha...but is ok lah...we r alcoholic....then her frenz bring us to quattro i think if i din spell wrong the name.is just opposite klcc.open 2 bottle of black label and 2 jugs of beer.meet ming there...she wif her frenz.haha....at 1st she say she wana meet me at enigma but at last din cum.if i go to quatro and she stil din cum meet me then i wil kick her ass d....haha!!!joking lah !!!i sayang her alot i mana berani to kick her....tat day reli happening coz me and benny drunk lik hell.me drink until vomit...haha!!!when reach hotel i direct sleep coz im so drunk....
then 3rd day is the final stay for us.check out then we when to sg.wang there eat again and the shop name is pappa rich and the food is so so nice.delicious compare to oldtown.after our lunch then we held to mid valley.meet rach there and shop for around 2 hours then we came out from the parking area around 4.30pm and wanna bek to pg but we stop at ipoh for our dinner and we reach pg around 9.30pm.go ikki for awhile then reach hum around 11smtg.so so tired.im gonna have a gud rest tonite.wana sleep early.


rach wif me @ enigma

9 of us....group pic =)

sharon , me , jovan and benny

me and ming.... =)

PARTYING tonite....YEAH!!!

yes...i gonna drunk lik hell again tonite coz wil be celebrating ai's 20th birthday...they d prepare 4-6 carton of beers and i think mostly all wil drunk too...hehe and yes i almost forget tat wil be celebrating jammy farewell too coz she is leaving pg tomorrow and wil be goin to sg work....so curious bout tonite.hahaha.....yeah yeah!!!tis month wil be the last month tat i can go out enjoying coz im goin to work at nite started tis end of the month...pic wil be upload soon for ai pary.... =)

- TImE -

time passby so fast but i remain the same...YES!!!the SAME!!!many ppl achieve wat they wan but im stil the same...i have NTG.somtime i think tat im so useless or i just too lazy...i shud climb to the higher level and not the level i have wif my age now.so i plan to started work part time and the boss is stil the same...my office boss.he will be opening seafood restaurant and im in wif it to work as part time clerk.i nid to achieve wat i wan...im losing up there if i compare wif other.so everytime im scared when they r comparing wif each other since i have NTG.wat i wan now is MONEY and not LOVE....for me is time for me to earn more so i can buy watever i lik , i can go travel , i can help my parents and more gud living out there.i noe many ppl look down me as i not afraid to tell u all......i reli nid to WORK HARD for everything now.i reli have very deep shit financial prob now and som of my frenz noe it and som even not understand bout it and i wana thanz to my frenz which help me alot...thanz u all....so start from today....i must believe that i can and i WILL achieve the next level soon and no more look down on me =)