burdae party from them

actually they gonna gib me a suprice dinner at queensbay but im reli soly tat i cant attend coz my part time job start yesterday and grand opening today a.k.a my special date too....so i cal them and told them i'll meet them around 11 lik tat at ikki.after finish work leo pick me up at my new work place.1st i wana thanz HER for the jelly cake...it look very very nice.lub it so much....2nd i wana thanz all of them for the party they make....drink drank drunk som of them but im stil ok...just abit soberzzz........they keep ask me drink drink and drink...is ur big day u must drunk but luckily im not drunk coz if i drunk i duno how i wil wake up to work....haha..actually i feel very moody yesterday too...my frenz told me "y ur face look so down...today is ur birthday...u must DRUNK k...she is so funny coz at last when we bek tat time she d k.o!!!i record wat she talk to me when we on the way bek...wil let her hear wat she talk..tis is the 2nd time she act lik tis....ended up 3.am i reach hum......
SLEEPLY me.............


the birthday jelly cake from HER...


cutting the jelly cake......


me and silly leo......... =)


group pic....♥


blur @_@ face....while she is zzz there....

thanz for all the wish from u all.........♥♥

birthday 09'

wana wish myself HAPPY BIRTHDAY....
all the best to me.... =)

happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to me....
happy birthday to me...!!!

NO birthday party

COMFIRM tat i wont be celebrating d....din have kinda of tat feel wana to celebrate tis year.... =)

oakley eyewear

yesterday follow sharon go to gurney to buy her eyewear.i spot 1 which is very nice but is costly!!!just for the frame is d coz rm650++ under oakley brand.any opinion u guys???gonna save more $$$ oni i can have it.... =(

sad + angry

just now my cousin msn wif me and she told me...ask me dun awiz go out lah ur mum is worry bout u and i told her i din go out plus i stay home recently.she reply me wif gud them...dun awiz go out and save $$.hmm....suddenly few so sad when she told me tat ur mum walk to ur 1st aunt home.pity my mum...reli feel tat im so useless...tats make me so sad =(
while wat make me so angry is wtf which my aunt...awiz keep bully my mum.do any1 here hear b4 if they work as hawker they wil wont earn ANY MONEY???actually is lik tat , my mum and aunt is sharing to work as hawker selling economy mee and rice while if got vegetarian my mum wil selling those vege things too but u all noe wat...from up and down just my mum buy all those ingrediants while my aunt just saja at her hum SLEEP!!!wtf rite???my mum do all by itself and when earn the money must divide to 2 while tat stup fellow just sit at hum and do NTG plus the money not just divide to 2 but is divide to 3 or 4 coz the fellow say her daughter is helping so nid to share the money wif them too....OMG!!!i reli feel so angry....!!!!

VEGE meal

start vege...Kew Ong Yeah or Nine Emperor Gods festival.no meat and no more BEER....!!!!change new toothbrush , my drinking bottle , fork and spoon and plate.no more !@#$%^&* words and !@#$%^&* thinking!!!!6 days to go....yeepi!!! =)

mY birthday celebration....

9 days to go but i dont think that i wil be celebrating lik pass few years...no MOOD to celebrate.if i got celebrate aso i just plan to go somwhere drink wif all my frenz...include her..maybe ikki or maybe maple gold???no idea....wont be celebrating lik leo and ai.no more apartment stay!!!counting counting and counting for tat day....wat wil i do and where wil i go??i think it wil be last minute planning....wil imform u guys soon yeah!!!.......

boredzZz....!!!

hmm...so bored lah recently.ntg to do in the office and my boss din cum to the office for around 2-3 weeks d.he seem bz wif his new restaurant things while here he just throw it to his bro and me to handle...coz of tat his bro awiz keep go up and down to the factory and left me alone here.pity me.... =( wat a boring day for me everyday.just keep sitting here online and doin ntg!!!!

- maple gold -

yes!!!yesterday leo told me today we r goin to maple gold...hehe!!excited coz i can see the girl sing my favourite song....she stil remember me although i din see her performance for about few month.the 1st time i go maple gold i feel tat the girl is look so familiar and i ask leo zit the girl last time sing at colour pub and leo say yes but i told leo she doent look alike leh...maybe coz of the dressing...then the girl saw me and suddenly she smile wif me but i dint gib her any respond coz i scared she is not smiling wif me.im stup dumb dumb lah.as i wana comfirm so i ask her to sing my favourite song and she suddenly say see u just remember me???plus she stil remember my name SHAWn...haha...so damm paiseh when she told me tat.i noe is u but i cant COMFIRM mah....so tonite wil be goin wif my dearest leo and wei chun.start from tomolo chinese lunar 9 we r goin to vegetarian.wei chun wil be vegetarian for 9 days and me 6 days.cant go out club , no DRINKING & no MEAT!!!so today we must enjoy and drink lik "siao lang" again....YEAH
YEAH!!!!drink drank drunk again....



nice show from them...make all of us laugh nonstop!!!

- kl trip 11/10 - 13/10 -

tis is my 1st time i join them to travel and play.is kinda funny trip.we start our journey at 7.45am on sunday morning and we drive 2 car to kl.i think we reach kl almost 1-2smtg d coz we stil go to bm there fetch som1 and have our breakfast plus we stop in every tol toilet.haha....
we reach kl then we direct check in to swiss garden hotel for 3 days 2 nite.so we have the joining room and 1 room is for the girlsss....and another 1 room is for us....so after check in we direct go to find som food for our lunch after bath and we goin to sg.wang there eat.those food is so damm expensive coz we sudah kena "potong" by them.those food if for pg it just cost rm20-30 lah but there they calculate us rm70++....GOSH!!!reli damm expensive plus yucks wif the food coz is tasteless.after our lunch we held bek to hotel and sleep until 7pm.then wake up bath and then held to jalan alor for the frog porridge and waitng for my kl frenz rach to bring us to enigma.hmm...the place seem same lik ikki.ntg special.3 jugs for rm120.reach hotel tat time i think is d 2-3 smtg.i saw scott there too coz she cum to find rach.is the 1st time i meet her there.play pool together wif her too.
the 2nd day after we wake up and after bath me , sharon , bianca and jovan held to ikea.while benny them stay at hotel coz too sleeply.ikea is a very nice place plus the things is cheap and nice.sharon buy many things from there.then when bek to hotel to meet benny then direct held to sg wang and lot 10 to shopping and for our dinner but seems ntg for me and them to buy just tat sharon buy 1 pair of shoes at sg.wang.then when bek to hotel after dinner and again when bek to hotel and meet mei lan them.then we continue to jalan petaling aka chi cheung kai but there seems aso ntg for us to buy.so hot lah there...i think we walk around 1 hours then direct bek hotel bath then wait for jun frenz to bring us go to club.YES!!!monday we go CLUB...seems weird rite.haha...but is ok lah...we r alcoholic....then her frenz bring us to quattro i think if i din spell wrong the name.is just opposite klcc.open 2 bottle of black label and 2 jugs of beer.meet ming there...she wif her frenz.haha....at 1st she say she wana meet me at enigma but at last din cum.if i go to quatro and she stil din cum meet me then i wil kick her ass d....haha!!!joking lah !!!i sayang her alot i mana berani to kick her....tat day reli happening coz me and benny drunk lik hell.me drink until vomit...haha!!!when reach hotel i direct sleep coz im so drunk....
then 3rd day is the final stay for us.check out then we when to sg.wang there eat again and the shop name is pappa rich and the food is so so nice.delicious compare to oldtown.after our lunch then we held to mid valley.meet rach there and shop for around 2 hours then we came out from the parking area around 4.30pm and wanna bek to pg but we stop at ipoh for our dinner and we reach pg around 9.30pm.go ikki for awhile then reach hum around 11smtg.so so tired.im gonna have a gud rest tonite.wana sleep early.


rach wif me @ enigma

9 of us....group pic =)

sharon , me , jovan and benny

me and ming.... =)

PARTYING tonite....YEAH!!!

yes...i gonna drunk lik hell again tonite coz wil be celebrating ai's 20th birthday...they d prepare 4-6 carton of beers and i think mostly all wil drunk too...hehe and yes i almost forget tat wil be celebrating jammy farewell too coz she is leaving pg tomorrow and wil be goin to sg work....so curious bout tonite.hahaha.....yeah yeah!!!tis month wil be the last month tat i can go out enjoying coz im goin to work at nite started tis end of the month...pic wil be upload soon for ai pary.... =)

- TImE -

time passby so fast but i remain the same...YES!!!the SAME!!!many ppl achieve wat they wan but im stil the same...i have NTG.somtime i think tat im so useless or i just too lazy...i shud climb to the higher level and not the level i have wif my age now.so i plan to started work part time and the boss is stil the same...my office boss.he will be opening seafood restaurant and im in wif it to work as part time clerk.i nid to achieve wat i wan...im losing up there if i compare wif other.so everytime im scared when they r comparing wif each other since i have NTG.wat i wan now is MONEY and not LOVE....for me is time for me to earn more so i can buy watever i lik , i can go travel , i can help my parents and more gud living out there.i noe many ppl look down me as i not afraid to tell u all......i reli nid to WORK HARD for everything now.i reli have very deep shit financial prob now and som of my frenz noe it and som even not understand bout it and i wana thanz to my frenz which help me alot...thanz u all....so start from today....i must believe that i can and i WILL achieve the next level soon and no more look down on me =)

ebz fan 21th birthday and dolphinz jun 24th birthday

their celebrating their birthday on 09/09/09 wat a wonderful and memory date for them....actually jun is saja celebrate wif her small sis coz their date just different 9 days coz they r inviting their family member and som gud frenz only and the buffet dinner held at tanjung bungah hotel.quite nice place...and the food is 70/100% to me.recently awiz attending tis function then attending tat function.hmm...quite tired actually.not enough sleep for me tis "PIG"...hehe.so here r som pic of it...enjoy!!







som suprise from leo...







group pic...

- happy 21st birthday -

ebfanz....
happy 21st birthday to you
wish u all the best.... =)

- bad mood -

fuck...i reli in deep bad mood now...y u awiz lik tat?cant u think how suffer i am to earn those money and now i duno wat happen wif u again and u nid so much money for wat....gamble???loan shark??or wat???u make me reli so dissapointed..feel lik wana move out from the house and stay myself.u nv noe how suffer i am.i just have few hundred bucks to survise every month....i think if i have my salary rm10000 aso is not enough for me to gib u....u r old d takkan u nv think how suffer i am...!@#$%^&*..........................and now i nid to settle tat problem for u....cb!!!

- how i feel?? -

hmm....1days pass by 1 days and she d started to work there since last wed and after tomolo she d work there for 1week.i noe she is more pressure after she work tis job.i aso scared she cant tahan wif the new job but from her attitude i noe she wil do it as gud as she can.just hope she dun think too much & dun put so many pressure in the new job.i just can bless her wif best of luck in the new job.started from last week when she start working , we less cum out and meet d.as last week i just came out 2 days and 1 of the days is im goin to mois to meet her.to see her working.hope tat i can meet her today on my frenz farewell dinner coz i reli mis her alot.i mis her SMILE... =)

- miss u -

since last sunday until yesterday i din saw her for 4 days d but im very happy yesterday coz finally i can meet her when lunch time coz jovan ask me to lunch wif her and "b"...just 3 of us and we goin to sg pinang foodcourt coz is near "b" work place....reli very happy...she keep joking wif jovan coz jovan is attach wif som1....then after lunch held bek to work...then 8smtg leo call me to her house coz she wanna borrow notebook and jun is cuming to leo house too coz is belle belle birthday while sharon wait me at outside coz she say leoo house is too many ppl d...haha!!!paiseh ya!!!coz leo family r having steamboat...then after finish installing smtg to my notebook for leo i wanna go bek d....jun say later we go shake shake k...long time din go shake shake then i say where u all plan to go and jun say MOIS....hear d abit happy too coz can saw "b" again coz she is working at there since last wed....then i told jun tat i go bek hum 1st then when they finish doing their things then cal me up....around 12am leo cal me ask me cum out...she reach my hum d....then when to MOIS and we meet ms cat coz she is bringing us go in....then leo chit chat awhile wif ms cat while me and jun goin to find her baobei = "b"....jun is calling "b" baobei eh....dun misunderstand ya....haha...manatau she is not working inside the bar cashier but is outside the roadside bar cashier...then we go out to see her working face...then we keep chit chat wif her...then jun and she is making jokes and i just sitting there and keep smiling....i like her smile alot....she look very sweet when she smile...then while waiting for sharon to cum meet us we all go soi for guiness stout...me and leo favourite....keep wait wait manacai tat sharon give us big 747....then i told leo no nid to wait for her d coz she is not cuming then we went to gurney 2nd floor to find our frenz...sit for 10min and the guy frenz say wana change to 75 ktv beside coffee island...actually i keeping to see my watch for the time coz she wil be finish work soon...bout 3.20am i cal her up and ask her do she finish work d and wana cum to join us and she say "YES"!!!!yeah yeah!!!i go in to the room and told jun tat her baobei is cuming wif a big smile....of coz im happy although i din say it out coz somtime those thing we just keep in heart and have a big smile....after a few mins i cal her up and ask her do she reach d....then she say on the way and is nearby d then i told her tat im goin down now to wait for her...is dangerous lah to keep a girl walk inside...then i wait her for 1mins lik tat and finally she reach....hold her hand and walk up to the room....then around 4smtg feeling tired d plus me and her got working and nid to wake up at 7.30am...OMG!!!just sleep for few hours and went to work....im kinda sleeply now....maybe goin lunch later wif her and frenz....but i told sharon if she tired then ask her go bek rest coz she is working tonite until 3.30am...hope she have a gud rest too and if not she wil be panda d....hehe!!!

p/s:: my mood is very gud today although im very sleeply now...... =)

- babies nite @ ikki 18/09/07 -

every1 must waiting for the pic to cum up ya....wearing pyjamas...!!!haha...we reach ikki around 9 and we buy som food to there coz we r abit late since bianca is wif us and she is the CEO of the party...haha.me came down from my house wearing the pyjamas pant oni and not the shirt...abit paiseh since my house there eh aunty very "kaypo" type....but jun , ai and yuki is wearing the shirt and pant waiting me and sharon at my house parking area.ppl started to cum around 11 smtg coz som of them is bz and traffic jam since tat day is "japanese ghost festival @ bon odori"....
i think there was around 20 ++ ppl is cuming and we aso got 1 competition which is the best girl babies outfit and the boy babies outfit and the winner cum up to jun for the girl babies outfit and benny for the boy babies outfit...funny funny....so we end up our part around 2 smtg and we had drink 35 jugs of beer...OMG!!!but no 1 is drunk...duno y?maybe is coz of too many ppl sharing...then held to eat steamboat after tat...reach hum around 5am....tired!!!

jun wif her cute cute face and the 2nd pic is leo and kaye wif their pacifier...


the winner jun & benny...


group pic...



group pic....


again group pic and the 2nd pic is jovan wif her pacifier...


group pic....


wen wen wif her cute look....

- preparation for babies night pyjamas party @ ikki 18/07/09 -

tis few days was bz preparing the decoration , buying pyjamas , sleeping shoe , pacifiers and the baby bottle...the party was bianca idea and wil be held at ikki tis cuming sat...actually we r abit nervous lah...duno how was the feel...every1 nid to wear the pyjamas to ikki....haha but we r happy coz many of our frenz wil attend....here r some pic of it...

jun wif the toilet brush pose...


me and benny trying to "ikat" our cute cute hair...


the balloon outside ikki...


benny and jun wif the pacifiers...cute!!


1 of the design


baby bottle name sticker


the name tag i have mad for them...

p/s::wil be update the blog soon....haha!!!so so so nervous...tomolo wil be the party d!!!