PreSsUre , StrEsS , HeaDaChE & tIrEd

since i started work 2 job everyday from morning 8.30 until 10.30 nite i feel so pressure , stress my head keep pain headache nonstop and awiz not enough sleep............YA!!!i noe all my frenz cal me PIG coz i sangat suka to SLEEp............i feel lik lack of sleep everyday........
the gud side is i can earn more MONEY....
the bad things is i cant have a gud gud SLEEP everyday........k im PIG!!!
arrrrrgggghhhh............................!!!!!! =(

- facebook -

i post smtg for her....haha!!!cute....
tat day i try draw few snoopy pic for her but seem the drawing sucks lah...coz i takde art in drawing....but she say is nice....haha!!!make me abit happy on it...
this is wat i draw.....seem so UGLY!!!!
macam kindergarden drawing skill..... =P

- new 2010 -

new year new life and more older d....
the sad things for me is my dad cant even celebrate the new year 2010 wif me and mummy...
he is gone...gone forever... =(
daddy...i MIS u so much...i think of u...and even tat day i dream bout U....
so i told my mummy bout tis and tat day his 49th day we go to pray i asked my mum to buy paper cloth to burn for my dad since i dream tat his bringing out my cloth from the wardrobe....hmm!!!
act wat is the sign he wana gib me???i REALLY duno...yes i admit those few month i change alot when i noe u borrow money from som1 and i nid to settle for u....im MAD...but now....everything is GONE!!!!...............

anyway for my new year wish....
i hope i get more $$$.....
more health....
more SLIM.... (tat i ever wish...DREAMING)
and.....many more!!!

~ missing U ~

MISS u is 1 of the hard things i can describe...
everyday i just hope to see u as soon as i can...
but it just a DREAM of myself... =(

welcum 2010

BYE 2009 and WELCUM 2010
every1 outside there...i wish u all happy new year...
new year...new things...new life...

merry christmas & happy new year

to all my frenz ,

wishing u all MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR.... =)

20/12/09 - avatar

very very nice movie althought it take 2h45m to finish it....luv it...
* i SEE u*...............

- kl trip -

was goin to kl on 18th and 19th wil be flying bek to pg....we choose to go by flight and we choose airasia.on 18th early in the morning nid to wake up to airport coz we took 8.00am flight...abit sleeply coz just sleep for few hours....reach there i meet up alice and her frenz...goin luna bar...very very nice view and place...lik it very much...then alice frenz bring us to poppy and i feel is just ok compare to quattro...i lik quattro more...the music ...
when we goin bek to lcct airport...waiting for our flight "manatau" our flight kena delay until 2h...gosh!!!damm pekchek!!!....reach pg around 12smtg midnite and then we go eat out dinner...yeah!!!the late dinner...reach hum 1smtg...sleep....tomolo morning nid to wake up early go to pray my daddy and then goin to restaurant there helping my boss do smtg...arrrggg.......zzzzz!!!

1 month...

today is 1month of my dad pass away date....
i miss him alot....
the house reli feel so empty without his voice...
everytime when he smoke...i wil yell at him tat it is so smelly....
but now...i miss the smell.... =(
yesterday im alone at hum since my mum is overnite at my aunt house...
everytime when my mum overnite there...
my dad is awiz beside me but now...NO!!...im just alone.... =(

REST IN PEACE daddy....

evisu eyewear

TADA ~ finally i bought my new evisu eyewear....happy happy... HIAK HIAK ~~
but my dearest GF a.k.a WIFE scold me i awiz wasted money while din keep tis money for other things....haha!!!soly lah my dearest WIFE a.k.a LEO....


me wif my new spec.... =)
im planning goin kl tis 18th....
shop shop shop till drop....

16/11/09 - monday

the day tat i wil remember all my life...a very very sad day for me.i LOST 1 of my closer family which is my DAD....im reli reli sad and even i cant control my tears...the moment before he enter the icu ward...i manage to called him "DAD...DAD" but my dad eyes just stare at me and cant even talk d...and the nurse just push me away.... then the nurse transfer him to icu ward and my dad face look very very pale...it just happen too quick...i cant even say hi to my dad...tis is the moment which i nid to be tough...to be strong....
it pass to quick...after the doc ask me to sign the operation agreement...around 3-5mins the doc came out and told me my dad is.....!!!!my tears drop....my mum cry...but wat can we do??the god luv him more...so "he" take him away...

" R.I.P daddy...i luv u and miss u very much...................!! "

even my tears drop now when i writing tis blog post....
my house suddenly feel so empty without HIM....
my life wil change without HIM....
all wil change....
i nid to be strong and tough....
i nid to take gud care of my mum....

HE is admitted to hospital.....

saturday is reli a bad bad day for me...my dad suddenly is damm sick lik hell so i asked him to go hospital but he keep no answering me...of course my 1st act is i scold him then i cal up leo and asked the emergency no is wat......then leo asked me wat happen and i tell her then she say ok i cum find u and bring ur dad go hospital...after awhile she reach and i asked her to cum up coz my dad is no more energy to walk...so the final decision i made is i cal 991 up and after a few minute they reach and they send my dad to hospital....my mum is following the ambulance while me and leo follow them wif our car...after reach there leo just wait me outside the hospital while i acc my mum to see how.....xray and stil checking...then the trainee doc told me tat they suspect is stomach cancer but they cant comfirm yet and nid to further check up...gosh!!!
after awhile i follow leo bek while my mum acc my dad and i went down to ikki for meilan birthday...but i just go for around half hour then i went bek to hospital again by driving myself.......
then meet my mum then i asked her how bout the condition d and my mum told me stil check...i wait bout 1h and finally the doc say "ur dad nid to stay here for few days for checkup" then when everything is done , my mum asked me to go bek sleep d and drive safely coz is midnite and is around 2smtg d...then i went down to ikki again and after bout 1h there was my frenz figthing and argue among frenz....then suddenly duno y got 1 gang boy cum out and argue and wana fight again....
so the conclusion is...14/11/09 is reli a bad bad day!!!!!

anyway i hope my dad recover soon...just called up my mum just now and she told me everything is fine...

- HER burdae -

yesterday was celebrating bianca birthday at ikki...haha....i noe som of u will think y we awiz go ikki coz the boss is our frenz mah...around 11 lik tat she reach.then change to the big karaoke room as we usually wil stand at the bar instead of room...sharp 12 i bring the cake to the room and every1 is singing birthday song for her....lastly...all of us drunk...hahahaha!!!drink drand drunk again......she drunk and blur so we fetch her bek.. .=.=
pic of me and her........


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST
wish u all the best ya....

- exhausted and tired.... -

i start working part time as clerk at my boss new restaurant and wat make me headache now is those invoices they mix wif paid and not yet paid!!!APALAH ini........make me "superb pening" when i gonna seperate those invoices and cash bill.......and now the new problem is those PUNCH CARD!!!u noe lah those aunty uncle they duno how to punch their card properly and those incharge person din go to teach them.......STUP lah...!!!sure when i calculate their punch card tat time i lagi HEADACHE!!!tis 2 problem reli make me so exhausted and tired...WTF!!!! arrrggggghhhhh..............

im goin CRAZY soon......


p/s: remember bring me to tanjung rambutan if u all feel tat im not ok or abnormal!!!

- 01/11/09 ikki -

YES!!!ikki again...tats our 2nd house lah!!!no doubt!!!i reach there aso is abit late d...i think is 11smtg but just plan to go awhile.just go there to meet benny them...then sit there chit chat wif them and i just drink plain water....haha!!!my stomach is getting bigger and bigger d coz of drinking and sleep too much...so i nid to control d...i look so damm damm fat!!!tak blh tahan d...i reli nid to on diet.so we start camwhoring again...........maybe is coz of us too bored d lah...ntg to do wat!!!

tracy , sharon , benny and ME!!


OMG....tis pic is reli funny!!!haha.......^^

us again..........

me & benny

last of all..........is ME!!!

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- halloween day & ikki day -

was planning to go upper i finish work last sat...around 10smtg i ready and pack my thing to go bek and bath.around 11 smtg i go out and the road near upper there is so jammed...wanna find 1 parking place aso is hard!!!hate tis feel.....so round round and round for carpark finally we find 1.then after park we headed to soi to find leo and sharon them just sit outside and after awhile i go in to mois...is full of PPL!!!plus the place is totally full until cant let ppl go in...som of them wana buy liquor in aso cant.haha...pity them.luckily is my frenz noe the guard so i direct go in.so stand there and chit chat wif my frenz while then i told her i gonna go bek d...so bored plus so HOT!!!after tat i went out and meet sharon them and they told me the waitress langsung din ask them to order the drink coz of the place is crowded!!!ish.........apalah service ini!!!!so we plan wana go to ikki lah since there is the most suit us plus there got air-con for us plus not crowded at all....hahaha!!!actually im abit sleeply coz i sleep late tis few days...while im too bored so i ask them to take pic for me...haha!!!here r som pic....camwhore!!!!

me...i lik tis so much....huhuhu!!!

me & jun......

me & leo.......

tats wat we r doin on halloween nite......haha!!!

burdae party from them

actually they gonna gib me a suprice dinner at queensbay but im reli soly tat i cant attend coz my part time job start yesterday and grand opening today a.k.a my special date too....so i cal them and told them i'll meet them around 11 lik tat at ikki.after finish work leo pick me up at my new work place.1st i wana thanz HER for the jelly cake...it look very very nice.lub it so much....2nd i wana thanz all of them for the party they make....drink drank drunk som of them but im stil ok...just abit soberzzz........they keep ask me drink drink and drink...is ur big day u must drunk but luckily im not drunk coz if i drunk i duno how i wil wake up to work....haha..actually i feel very moody yesterday too...my frenz told me "y ur face look so down...today is ur birthday...u must DRUNK k...she is so funny coz at last when we bek tat time she d k.o!!!i record wat she talk to me when we on the way bek...wil let her hear wat she talk..tis is the 2nd time she act lik tis....ended up 3.am i reach hum......
SLEEPLY me.............


the birthday jelly cake from HER...


cutting the jelly cake......


me and silly leo......... =)


group pic....♥


blur @_@ face....while she is zzz there....

thanz for all the wish from u all.........♥♥

birthday 09'

wana wish myself HAPPY BIRTHDAY....
all the best to me.... =)

happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to me....
happy birthday to me...!!!

NO birthday party

COMFIRM tat i wont be celebrating d....din have kinda of tat feel wana to celebrate tis year.... =)

oakley eyewear

yesterday follow sharon go to gurney to buy her eyewear.i spot 1 which is very nice but is costly!!!just for the frame is d coz rm650++ under oakley brand.any opinion u guys???gonna save more $$$ oni i can have it.... =(