tis 4 days nonstop i go out drink wif "som1 sad" eh ppl and of course stil got som of my frenz...i reli duno wat is on my mind.recently i feel so so sad.feel lik wana gib up everything...make myself drunk so tat i no need to think of those things.i reli so stress.on friday i go to colour pub then move to ocean 8 row drink and i d drunk and tat jovan is more gai.langsung cant drive so i must drive her car to fetch her bek plus i nid to wait until 3 to fetch som1 bek aso from colour pub.plus my car "lesen" sudah expired and my uncle stil din bring it to me but no choice so i must drive aso.then sat nite more gai....i go to ocean then tat jovan drunk again tat nite and even cant walk and drive and tis mr driver nid to drive her again although im drunk too and we r goin to move to rnb coz my frenz is waiting us at rnb so we move to rnb then tat drunker jovan sleep at car then me and khim go to rnb meet them while the mr jovan zzzz at car outside rnb....then 3am there close d then they say wana move to other place again...walaueh reli keat...we go hotel central "cong yang" but i fetch jovan bek to her house coz she reli kena until so so damm gai and even i nid to bring her up to her house.....see how drunk she is ya....then khim them cum fetch me....and we held to "cong yang" then sunday nite...we go ocean again to celebrate khim frenz birthday and around 2 smtg i say i wan go colour pub to find som1 then we move to colour pub drink again and 3 of my "boy" frenz is drunk and wana gaduh...haha!!!but at last is ok lah...we settle those things...me and khim ask them go bek d and dun gaduh....so many ppl stare at us coz my frenz wana "terbalik" the table coz of ntg....actually abit paiseh wif the manager and the worker there....then yesterday nite i go to colour pub wif my MR JOVAN again....then move to ocean again to meet khim and i drunk again...i did those stupid things again....i sms to the girl and say those gila gila words....haha!!!reli swt.....y i lik tat???zit bcoz of "BY"????zit???i reli aso duno....nowadays i seldom talk to her and even msn aso i din talk wif her....no topic to talk at all....y??y i nid to make myself drunk??and even take those stup thing.....4 days nonstop i lik tis d....i reli nid to have a gud gud rest tonite....we already say we wana stop d to drink tis week and rest...im so heart broken....reli!!!but the most things i worry now is the girl tat i sms those gila gila words eh....she sure been scared by me...haha!!!to ms MISA....soly tat i send u those things....im drunk d...and i duno wat im talking and sms wif u....when i awake oni i noe tat i send u those stupid things....SOLY!!!! =)
hey mr jovan...how u d wif ur little panda???i noe u r sad...but dun drink to much d k....we nid to stop drink for this whole week....im so damm TIRED!!!
p/s: i miss u by..... =(
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