- bad mood -

fuck...i reli in deep bad mood now...y u awiz lik tat?cant u think how suffer i am to earn those money and now i duno wat happen wif u again and u nid so much money for wat....gamble???loan shark??or wat???u make me reli so dissapointed..feel lik wana move out from the house and stay myself.u nv noe how suffer i am.i just have few hundred bucks to survise every month....i think if i have my salary rm10000 aso is not enough for me to gib u....u r old d takkan u nv think how suffer i am...!@#$%^&*..........................and now i nid to settle tat problem for u....cb!!!

- how i feel?? -

hmm....1days pass by 1 days and she d started to work there since last wed and after tomolo she d work there for 1week.i noe she is more pressure after she work tis job.i aso scared she cant tahan wif the new job but from her attitude i noe she wil do it as gud as she can.just hope she dun think too much & dun put so many pressure in the new job.i just can bless her wif best of luck in the new job.started from last week when she start working , we less cum out and meet d.as last week i just came out 2 days and 1 of the days is im goin to mois to meet her.to see her working.hope tat i can meet her today on my frenz farewell dinner coz i reli mis her alot.i mis her SMILE... =)

- miss u -

since last sunday until yesterday i din saw her for 4 days d but im very happy yesterday coz finally i can meet her when lunch time coz jovan ask me to lunch wif her and "b"...just 3 of us and we goin to sg pinang foodcourt coz is near "b" work place....reli very happy...she keep joking wif jovan coz jovan is attach wif som1....then after lunch held bek to work...then 8smtg leo call me to her house coz she wanna borrow notebook and jun is cuming to leo house too coz is belle belle birthday while sharon wait me at outside coz she say leoo house is too many ppl d...haha!!!paiseh ya!!!coz leo family r having steamboat...then after finish installing smtg to my notebook for leo i wanna go bek d....jun say later we go shake shake k...long time din go shake shake then i say where u all plan to go and jun say MOIS....hear d abit happy too coz can saw "b" again coz she is working at there since last wed....then i told jun tat i go bek hum 1st then when they finish doing their things then cal me up....around 12am leo cal me ask me cum out...she reach my hum d....then when to MOIS and we meet ms cat coz she is bringing us go in....then leo chit chat awhile wif ms cat while me and jun goin to find her baobei = "b"....jun is calling "b" baobei eh....dun misunderstand ya....haha...manatau she is not working inside the bar cashier but is outside the roadside bar cashier...then we go out to see her working face...then we keep chit chat wif her...then jun and she is making jokes and i just sitting there and keep smiling....i like her smile alot....she look very sweet when she smile...then while waiting for sharon to cum meet us we all go soi for guiness stout...me and leo favourite....keep wait wait manacai tat sharon give us big 747....then i told leo no nid to wait for her d coz she is not cuming then we went to gurney 2nd floor to find our frenz...sit for 10min and the guy frenz say wana change to 75 ktv beside coffee island...actually i keeping to see my watch for the time coz she wil be finish work soon...bout 3.20am i cal her up and ask her do she finish work d and wana cum to join us and she say "YES"!!!!yeah yeah!!!i go in to the room and told jun tat her baobei is cuming wif a big smile....of coz im happy although i din say it out coz somtime those thing we just keep in heart and have a big smile....after a few mins i cal her up and ask her do she reach d....then she say on the way and is nearby d then i told her tat im goin down now to wait for her...is dangerous lah to keep a girl walk inside...then i wait her for 1mins lik tat and finally she reach....hold her hand and walk up to the room....then around 4smtg feeling tired d plus me and her got working and nid to wake up at 7.30am...OMG!!!just sleep for few hours and went to work....im kinda sleeply now....maybe goin lunch later wif her and frenz....but i told sharon if she tired then ask her go bek rest coz she is working tonite until 3.30am...hope she have a gud rest too and if not she wil be panda d....hehe!!!

p/s:: my mood is very gud today although im very sleeply now...... =)

- babies nite @ ikki 18/09/07 -

every1 must waiting for the pic to cum up ya....wearing pyjamas...!!!haha...we reach ikki around 9 and we buy som food to there coz we r abit late since bianca is wif us and she is the CEO of the party...haha.me came down from my house wearing the pyjamas pant oni and not the shirt...abit paiseh since my house there eh aunty very "kaypo" type....but jun , ai and yuki is wearing the shirt and pant waiting me and sharon at my house parking area.ppl started to cum around 11 smtg coz som of them is bz and traffic jam since tat day is "japanese ghost festival @ bon odori"....
i think there was around 20 ++ ppl is cuming and we aso got 1 competition which is the best girl babies outfit and the boy babies outfit and the winner cum up to jun for the girl babies outfit and benny for the boy babies outfit...funny funny....so we end up our part around 2 smtg and we had drink 35 jugs of beer...OMG!!!but no 1 is drunk...duno y?maybe is coz of too many ppl sharing...then held to eat steamboat after tat...reach hum around 5am....tired!!!

jun wif her cute cute face and the 2nd pic is leo and kaye wif their pacifier...


the winner jun & benny...


group pic...



group pic....


again group pic and the 2nd pic is jovan wif her pacifier...


group pic....


wen wen wif her cute look....

- preparation for babies night pyjamas party @ ikki 18/07/09 -

tis few days was bz preparing the decoration , buying pyjamas , sleeping shoe , pacifiers and the baby bottle...the party was bianca idea and wil be held at ikki tis cuming sat...actually we r abit nervous lah...duno how was the feel...every1 nid to wear the pyjamas to ikki....haha but we r happy coz many of our frenz wil attend....here r some pic of it...

jun wif the toilet brush pose...


me and benny trying to "ikat" our cute cute hair...


the balloon outside ikki...


benny and jun wif the pacifiers...cute!!


1 of the design


baby bottle name sticker


the name tag i have mad for them...

p/s::wil be update the blog soon....haha!!!so so so nervous...tomolo wil be the party d!!!

- do we have the chance -

actually...tis few month i awiz thinking to let go...but my heart is so pain when i thinking of it...zit she is so cool or im the 1 who is cool until we dint have any topic for us to chat??i reli duno...when i saw her or when she fetch me go somwhere somtime...we just sit inside the car and no chatting at all...got aso is lik "yes" or "no" nia...maybe lik those my frenz say...i reli dint do anything better to prove tat i reli lik her....maybe im the 1 of think too much...as i noe wat my condition now...i dint have anything tat i can gib her...YES!!!tat is NTG!!!i duno wat shud i do....i keep goin to drinking every nite....to cure my sadness as i dun wan to think too much....maybe somtime the outsider wil feel tat im a playfuy guy...but actually im not...i make myself until lik there is ntg for me anymore...chat wif those waitress , vodka saler and many more but they all r not mine and i just love her...JUST her...somtime i cant say out many things from my mouth...i feel tat is so "paiseh" to let them noe...so i awiz keep all those feel and word inside my heart alone and now im goin to "BOOM"....
i noe her thinking is more mature then me..she face so many prob b4....i noe her condition.....
zit i reli din have the chance???i noe u shud noe tat i love u from past years...and i think d 1 years plus if im not mistaken...yes i got say it out to u tat i love you but u just ignore me!!!maybe is im not perfect enough...but dun worry...i wil prove to myself tat i reli sincere and wil try my best for all....tats the things i can do now...when i saw u i reli feel very happy lik last nite...i promise b4 to myself tat i wont touch tat things again as i noe u hate ppl who touch those things...but i break it tis week...but i wil stop to touch those things again...i cant ever break it again....tats the 1st thing i nid to do...i nid to prove it...
actually im happy tat u can mix wif those all my buddy around me...at least they wil take care of u....
i just wana say it out...i reli do LOVE you...hopefully i wil have the chance to be ur partner 1 day... =)

p/s: i LOVE you BY

- colours pub -

finally i recover abit from my cough and flu...so im goin out yesterday nite to colours pub wif frenz...in the afternoon i ask her do her mind to join me at nite to colours pub and she just say "SEE 1ST"...this is her fav slogan...haha...but anyway i reli happy tat she is cuming yesterday after she went to pasar malam wif ai and kaye them....i reli miss her...maybe is kinda weird to her for me to say so...but i reli miss her smile , miss her when she make smtg stup....somtime she is reli cool but somtime she reli funny...i was reading ai blog just now and i noe tat STUP ai ask her to eat those "BUNS"...ai u wil kena from me...u bully her....!!!

p/s: hopefully we can go out more often... =)

- im SICk -

after went out on last sat , so on sun i dint go out and i rest at hum...suddenly after my dinner , i sneezing nonstop...OMG!!!wat happen to me???sit and rest at hum aso can sick???any1 hear b4???but i think maybe is the weather and haze aso lah coz recently penang very haze....then on monday when i wake up i direct flu and sneezing nonstop from morning until nite then after i went hum i fast fast eat those flu pill....then on tues morning , suddenly me sore throat and cough...arrrggg....reli make me so geram...and until now i stil cough nonstop...is the 3rd days d...i think i shud go to doc today or tomolo if my condition is stil the same... =(

- msg from bianca -

" Do a good job on your own no one will look down on you! Things changed for their own sake and not for others make corrections. . . "

to by : i wil...

- sorry to all my bros -

1st of all...bros i reli wana say sorry to u all bout yesterday nite things.i d drunk and high so i cant control myself. y i can go ikki i aso duno....the main things tat i remember is i go ikki and i fall down.now my head is so damm pain.... =(

- 1 day rest -

finally yesterday i have abit gud rest...actually was planning to go out but at last minute they say cancel it d coz nobody is goin there.so after i finish my dinner i direct go to rest d....but after 2 hours my cal is beep and som1 is calling me to help her to do smtg and i told her i so damm sleeply.let me sleep for more 1/2 hours....haha.i noe im pig but i reli damm tired and exhausted.so at last me 11pm like tat oni go down to meet her and help her to do smtg and chit chat until 2am...wau,i reli din realize tat the time move so fast...coz maybe we keep chit chat and forget the time.haha...anyway i have more energy to work d today...coz i got a gud rest yesterday plus i din go out to drink.... =)

p/s : gud gud day for me....so full of energy....!!!

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- frenz misa -

i lik tis pic very much coz she look reli super cute here...any1 agree???

my cute cute frenz ms misa...haha!!!i post ur pic here....wai , im ur 3rd har...remember...haha!!remember to tell me when my rank is 2nd k...but is ok then no ranking at all....qi is more gud then u leh...say khim is her 2nd!!!

the 5th nite....

gosh...i think i reli seriously nid to have a super duper gud rest....im so exhausted and damm tired but at least im happy coz i can see her....is the 5th nite i go to colours pub and tis time wind is following me and jovan coz i told her i wana introduce som1(ms misa)...wind she is cute rite???haha....after our mr wind say she wana noe our ms apple which is the waitress there...so i intro to her...haha.miang eh wind!!!!then 11 smtg the live band start which got 2 girl and 1 guy...then wind say the girl look is just okok nia and som of the funny story is goin to start...haha...wind u wil kena from me d....from my last post i say all the bad jovan things and tis time is u....ok...continue to the story...after they finish singing the group of the live band ppl suddenly walk to my table and 1 of the girl "ms ice" cum and intro herself....and from tat time wind started to stare and ask me go to take pic wif her...see!!!at 1st she say the girl is okok nia but after saw it from near...she started to admirer her d....and the most funny things is she video her when the girl is singing....haha!!!wind...next time i bring u go again and took som pic wif her lah...i noe yesterday u dint have the chance....haha!!!actually yesterday im so happy coz som1 there is on leave (waitress) which i scare abit....coz she awiz sit beside me and hear wat im talking wif "HER"....i dislike it lah...plus her face black lik hell when i sing wif "HER"...siao eh...mai chap her better....i think i fall in luv wif the place d...im so so so HAPPY yesterday nite....
ms misa...i miss u lah...hahaha!!!when u wan make me laugh again???i awiz keep laugh secretly when she is singing coz she is so cute when she sing....wait tat "som!" work...we make her geram again k...haha!!tat the part i awiz wana to do to make "som1" angry....haha!!!
to wind....when wana go to see ur "ice ice baby" again huh???see...u started to fall in luv wif the place and ur "ice ice baby" d ya....
to jovan....i think tis 3 days we shouldnt go out d....my pocket and wallet is empty d u noe....haha!!! "lang siao lui liao"............haha!!!u aso dun think too much lah...hopefully the things wil be more better....


p/s: misa misa.....i mis ur cute face!!!!haha!!!

- SORRY -

behalf here....im reli sorry to MS MISA.....

- drink drank drunk -

tis 4 days nonstop i go out drink wif "som1 sad" eh ppl and of course stil got som of my frenz...i reli duno wat is on my mind.recently i feel so so sad.feel lik wana gib up everything...make myself drunk so tat i no need to think of those things.i reli so stress.on friday i go to colour pub then move to ocean 8 row drink and i d drunk and tat jovan is more gai.langsung cant drive so i must drive her car to fetch her bek plus i nid to wait until 3 to fetch som1 bek aso from colour pub.plus my car "lesen" sudah expired and my uncle stil din bring it to me but no choice so i must drive aso.then sat nite more gai....i go to ocean then tat jovan drunk again tat nite and even cant walk and drive and tis mr driver nid to drive her again although im drunk too and we r goin to move to rnb coz my frenz is waiting us at rnb so we move to rnb then tat drunker jovan sleep at car then me and khim go to rnb meet them while the mr jovan zzzz at car outside rnb....then 3am there close d then they say wana move to other place again...walaueh reli keat...we go hotel central "cong yang" but i fetch jovan bek to her house coz she reli kena until so so damm gai and even i nid to bring her up to her house.....see how drunk she is ya....then khim them cum fetch me....and we held to "cong yang" then sunday nite...we go ocean again to celebrate khim frenz birthday and around 2 smtg i say i wan go colour pub to find som1 then we move to colour pub drink again and 3 of my "boy" frenz is drunk and wana gaduh...haha!!!but at last is ok lah...we settle those things...me and khim ask them go bek d and dun gaduh....so many ppl stare at us coz my frenz wana "terbalik" the table coz of ntg....actually abit paiseh wif the manager and the worker there....then yesterday nite i go to colour pub wif my MR JOVAN again....then move to ocean again to meet khim and i drunk again...i did those stupid things again....i sms to the girl and say those gila gila words....haha!!!reli swt.....y i lik tat???zit bcoz of "BY"????zit???i reli aso duno....nowadays i seldom talk to her and even msn aso i din talk wif her....no topic to talk at all....y??y i nid to make myself drunk??and even take those stup thing.....4 days nonstop i lik tis d....i reli nid to have a gud gud rest tonite....we already say we wana stop d to drink tis week and rest...im so heart broken....reli!!!but the most things i worry now is the girl tat i sms those gila gila words eh....she sure been scared by me...haha!!!to ms MISA....soly tat i send u those things....im drunk d...and i duno wat im talking and sms wif u....when i awake oni i noe tat i send u those stupid things....SOLY!!!! =)
hey mr jovan...how u d wif ur little panda???i noe u r sad...but dun drink to much d k....we nid to stop drink for this whole week....im so damm TIRED!!!

p/s: i miss u by..... =(

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" amore "

E quando l'amore parla, la voce di tutti gli dei fa il cielo assonnato con l'armonia...
( And when love speaks, the voice of all gods makes heaven drowsy with the harmony )

A qualcuno lì. ..maybe l'im inutile o forse intacco ha il coraggio a l'ha detta. ...but spero realmente che 1 giorno avrò il coraggio a ciò le ha detto "L'AMO" ed u significa l'alot a me. ..although so che è impossibile per noi a insieme ma ciò che io il wanna l'ha lasciato sa che faccio realmente sincero con questo. ...
( to someone there...maybe im useless or maybe i dint have the courage to told you....but i do really hope that 1 day i will have the courage to told you that " I LOVE YOU " and u means alot to me...although i know it is impossible for us to together but what i wanna let you know that i do really sincere with it.... )

tu sei una stalla...la mia stella , ti voglio bene...amore tu....... =)

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more $$$$$$$$ for me pls!!!!!!!

tis few days i awiz think and think carefully do i reli nid to study those course or not??headache...if i study i can learn more but i cant earn more $$$ coz the class start in the morning and i nid go to work on the afternoon.so mean my salary wil deduct half means i got around rm600++ nia.gosh...i nid to settle my 2 insurance , settle my credit card bill , my notebook installment...and etc...shit lah...reli!!!!plus the course for 6 month is rm2700!!!!!!then level 3 is rm3150 means total is rm5850 plus the fees all i think total up is rm6000.......MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!i wan more more more MONEY!!!so i think i reli nid to find some part time job d.morning class , afternoon office work and then nite work part time....but is tat ok to me???stil thinking.....any opinion???but mostly all of them ask me to study.... =)

01/05/09 - labour day @ qe2

havent go there for long time d....since they all stop to go coz there is abit bored plus no SEXY & BEAUTIFUL lady for us to see....wahaha!!i know tat we all abit MIANG eh kaki!!!tat day ai them asked us to go coz her sis , mom and her aunty is goin too...so we all say "ok"...lets go since we din go for long time d...enjoying...drink drank drunk...nowadays i reli addicted to guinness stout...tats my favourite...here r some pic of it...u know lah some of us like to camwhoring...haha...

my favourite....

kaye and me

ai ai and me

kissing part

jammy , bianca and me

me and her...

3 of us....

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15/04/09 - ikki

love both of the pic very much...

the 1st pic is bianca wif jun...

2nd pic is bianca , me , leo & jun...

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